Friday, July 10, 2009 Capt. Athan;
6:09 PM
Stardate 90710.6
Incoming transmission.....
[Today I became insane(even more than I usually am). Its quite refreshing. To let out all pent up emotions in the form of retardedness. Dang! I can almost bang my head on the wall.
Ganesan didn't come today, so mr low practically spoilt the lesson. Shite. And I was getting used to having her around. She teaches damn quick. Ownes mr low. She needs 30 minutes to teach what mr low took 2 DAYS!! He needs a refresher in teaching.
Anyway, uneventful today. Barry laughing his ass off( kinda of a usual thing everyday now), me going crazy, discipline cases, shit like that.
I wish I had physical augmentations implanted in my body so I can run, jump,climb,and generally perform better in physical activities.
Tomorrow I'm going out with emily. Gonna EXTREMELY hate it. I haven't spoken to her in like months, and I don't plan to.
Anime this, cosplay that. Annoying much?
Awright, gotta go. Must wallow in self-pity and regret. Been doing this everyday since
friday Feb 13. I made THE BIGGEST screw up in my entire current life.
I told myself," just get to know her better first. The asking can wait."
But nooo. Had to ask and tell her 1 day before valentine's.
Le mofo. After that day, I started listening to A7X songs to drown out my sorrow.
Wanted to really become an angel of death too ( Daryl and Rachel, you Know what i mean). But 2 angels known as christopher and rae set my thoughts straight. I just wanted to thank you guys for stopping me. I would be watching your lives unfold in the afterlife right now if it weren't for you. Thank you once again.
That was the only time we got to REALLY talk. Miss the times.
Bouncin' out.]
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Mission Accomplished
