Sunday, February 28, 2016 Capt. Athan;
10:04 PM
28th February 2016
9.33pm
Home Base

Helloooo world!
First blog post since I first enlisted last year in May. Can't say I'm happy right now with the things that're going on in my life, but I manage. I'm sorta between getting by okay and just surviving, and I guess that's the way it's gonna stay for some time I guess.

Like, a whole 'nother year.

Well, been too busy to post anything nowadays, since enlistment. Always some shit has to occupy my time and I have to make do with living on minimal sleep, no time for games, and having to wear an uncomfortable uniform every working day of the year.

Now that Boot is over, things only started going downhill, up until the point where I am now. Which is, more or less, stable. At least one good thing that happened was that I was thrown into the Air Force, which was what I wanted.
So that's a plus.

Other than that, I'd say I was surviving okay right now, except when I get my weekends. That's when I get to rest my weary soul and broken body, all to prepare it again for another week of body and soul torture.

So...
That's what I've been up to since enlistment.
How 'bout you?

(P.S. thought I'd change it up again. Stardates are getting a bit hard to remember how to create)

Peace!



Mission Accomplished


Monday, May 4, 2015 Capt. Athan;
8:39 AM
What up E'eryone?

Well I guess the day is finally here.

I'm headed for Boot in a few hours time. Although I used to say I'm looking forward to it previously, right now, I'm not even prepared for it, both physically and mentally. I was having mini freakouts, followed by periods of resignation and acceptance, and then more mini freakouts, during the whole of last week.

I've been preparing my stuff I need for Boot, and every time I put something in my duffel, I keep thinking, "This is all happening too fast". Things are moving so quickly, I'm glad I can manage to keep up at all.

8.35am
I'm on the road now, on the way to my reporting area. I'm still not excited about it. But I suppose this is what everyone has to go through.
So I guess I'm signing off here.

Good luck to me indeed.

peace!


Mission Accomplished


Saturday, April 18, 2015 Capt. Athan;
12:08 AM
Gonna try out some new intros for my future posts. Here goes.

"Hello people! What's happenin'? (in a super perky voice)" 
No? Okay. 
How about, "Greetings. (Does the vulcan salute)". Too geek-y? Yeah, I agree. 
Or what about, "Yo, wazzup cuz? Wha's happenin'?" Nah, too gangsta.

How about I just stick with, "Hey guys! What's up?"
Yeah. Guess I'll keep that for now.


Hey everybody, it's been awhile./! 
I put ./! 'cause I don't know what's the symbol to represent the tone between this( . ) and ( ! ).
Anyway, I guess it's time I changed the format of how I write my posts. It's been a long time coming, but I guess I didn't really feel like changing it until the time was right. And now I think it's time.

Lots of changes happened, or will be happening. 

First off, I'm no longer a student anymore. Well, TECHNICALLY I am, and I haven't officially graduated yet, but I've finished all my modules in my course, and I've gotten my results. Not bad, I'd say, considering the kind of work I submitted. 
I'd have been really surprised if my results were better though, not that I wouldn't want that to happen. 
But, yeah. School's done for me, I guess. All that's left now is to go for my graduation to get my certificate. 
But man, do I miss school...
Not the work, mind you, but the people, the things we did, the laughs that we shared, and the times together. I'll really miss that about being a student. Since we ended, I guess you could say we all went our separate ways. Some to work, some to camps. I miss them. I miss them all. 
But nothing lasts forever, I suppose.

Dammit. Damn ninjas cutting onions. *sniffles* 

But we're all still connected. Through contacts, email, skype, facebook, etc etc.
So it's not goodbye forever, right? *stifles a sniffle* (Oh gawd, since when was I this emotional?)

Okay, enough about school. Guess that'll be the last time I can say that.

Alright. Up next.
Since, I don't know, I can't really remember when, I got into watching anime. I guess it's another source of entertainment for me. But, I didn't realise I would get so attached to the characters. Each series I finish would make me feel sad for awhile, because I would know the characters on such a personal level that it's like saying goodbye to friends I've known for a long time. 
I know that the characters aren't real but the emotions that they convey and the events that happen on screen that induce a response from me makes me feel a sense of familiarity with the characters.

I don't just watch any genre of anime. Like some people, I have a specific genre type. Or more accurately, a genre combination. The genre type I'm looking out for right now in an anime is a combination of ecchi, harem, romance, comedy, and action. It definitely has to be ecchi and comedy, first of all. I suppose it's 'cause I'm managing myself quite well now, because I have...problems. Yeah, let's go with that.
Then it has to have either a combination of the remaining genres, or all of 'em. 
'Cos that's how I roll, playa! 
Ok, no seriously. That's the genres I go for. I won't watch anything else because I'm only interested in comedic ecchi. It's just something about it that makes me feel genuinely happy. Like, just pure, untainted happiness. 

Yeah I'm still weird as fuck.

Most of the anime I watch comes from anime posts in 9gag. I think without them, I wouldn't have been able to find any of the shows I've been watching. So, thanks 9gag for giving me recommendations :)

Next is the biggest change that will happen.
Enlistment day. 
Coming up in 3 weeks time. 
I have to say, I'm not looking forward to Boot Camp anymore. Not because of the training, well, maybe a little. But because, to me, it represents entering into a whole other life. And I very much enjoy the lifestyle I'm having now. I used to think I had my future figured out, career military officer, girlfriend/wife, loving family and friends to hang out with, but now? I'm not sure of anything anymore. Hell, I'm not even sure what job I will end up working in. 
But I do know this. 
If it is at all possible that my current lifestyle can be maintained, I will do whatever I can to make sure I can keep it that way. I don't want to leave this life behind, and label it as my old life. I want it to stay with me, to grow and evolve like it always has, and to make sure I stay the same person as I always was. 
Sounds like a pet huh?

I just hope things will stay the same for me in the future, as it did for me from the day I changed til now. 
Here's hoping.
I gotta go. Catch y'all next time!
Peace!


Mission Accomplished


Monday, January 12, 2015 Capt. Athan;
9:50 AM
Stardate 150112.7

Incoming transmission.....

[Okay, so I've been real busy the past 6 months. What with my work and now this project. It's officially been a new year for the past 2 weeks but I don't feel any different. 

Must be my perception of time I guess.

Anyway, Happy New Year. 
I know it's a couple weeks late but still....the feelings' there.

(Had to stop writing for awhile and get to the studio)

Now I'm here in the lab, writing this log entry, wondering if we're gonna start anytime soon.
I know I've missed about 5 months worth of stuff, so I'll try to lay it all out, if I can remember them all.

For starters, my job went quite well. I actually miss the perks of working there. Having access to restricted areas, eating discounted food, getting a higher pay than the others, etc, these things don't come around very often. My job also required me to be on standby 24/7, but I didn't, and still don't, mind it. In fact, I was happy working in environment. Doubt I'll ever get to work under similar conditions again.

I guess Destiny was okay. I kinda found it somewhat confusing though. The story didn't start off with something to ease you into the plot, and the rest of the story was somewhat disconnected. The ending, in my opinion, honestly sucked. I don't mind the cliffhanger, but I felt that there wasn't a sense of closure to the game. Like, if they wanted to have a cliffhanger at the end, then they should have at least closed off the game better. Like Halo CE & 2, or Mass Effect 2. Felt quite dissatisfied with the game.

I think Advanced Warfare doesn't really live up to its predecessors' gameplay. I FINISHED THE WHOLE PLAYTHROUGH IN 1 DAY! The older games I needed to play for at least 3 - 4 days, but this new COD is crazy short. Soooo dissatisfied.

Finished Halo 2A. Really enjoyed the new graphics and HD cutscenes. I hope they redux every Halo game with the same remaster. Right now, I'm currently focused on completing Spartan Ops. I got another 2 episodes to go. I just hope I finish it before Gold runs out.

I played the Halo 5 Guardians Beta. Honestly, I think the new controls and abilities are a logical progression of the Halo series. What I didn't like, is having my ass handed to me on almost every match. Goddamn, those players were the truth. I couldn't even get a shot out before I died. THAT'S skill right there. Since the initial release, I have played quite a few games and usually I died because of either being careless, or server lags. Server lags are what pisses me off, and I bet they do for everyone else. I sprayed an enemy player with 2 full clips of my SMG, and the guy STILL managed to kill me with a melee attack. That shit right there, be retarded as shit. If that doesn't piss any player off, I don't know what will. I've died more than I've killed, and I gained more Assists than any other player I've encountered. I should rename my callsign to "ASSISTANT".

Well, I guess that's all I've got during the 5 months.
Until next time.

Peace.
]

End Transmission.


Mission Accomplished


Thursday, August 14, 2014 Capt. Athan;
4:54 PM
Stardate 140814.2

Incoming transmission.....

[It's been awhile since I've done this, so bear with me.
So, I just started working. Not going to say which company but I will say it's at a fairly important place. The job isn't too bad; the team has been good to me so far, food's good but a little pricey, environment's quite hectic but still tolerable. All in all, still an okay job with just 2 issues: the hours suck and the management suck even harder. 

I'll start with the hours.
Put simply, I'm on a 12 hour shift. Whatever happens during the 12 hours is I and my team's business. When I clock off, I thought that whatever happens that's not part of my 12 hours is not my business. Oh I have never been so wrong. Turns out, I'm on standby 24/7. Even when I'm off duty, I'm working. I can't say that I blame shit that happens at the wrong times but why am I on call every minute of every day? Just the other day, something happened at 3am and the entire department was called back to work. 
At 3am. 
On a weekend. 
And they expected us to reach the office in 15 minutes? 
That. That right there is Olympic track timing.
Nobody can reach the office in 15 minutes, even if there wasn't traffic. Bullshit expectations, I swear.

Now for the management.
I don't know what exactly it is about the guy, but he's just giving off bad vibes. Like, his attitude, his behavior, his overall image. It just puts me off. I can't quite exactly explain it, but every time I see him, I just feel like avoiding him as much as possible. Yeah in front of everyone he's all smiles and shit. But I can't help but feel like he's judging me. I just feel all uncomfortable with him around. I'm okay with everything else about work, just that if he's around, I just feel like work sucks.
He's the main reason for my negative feelings during work.


Anyway that's the shit I gotta deal with from now on until the end of the year.
Now for entertainment part.

Movies I've watched recently:
-Transformers: Age of Extinction (not much of a storyline)
-How to train your dragon 2 (Awesome)
-Hercules (Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson! Whoo!)
-Guardians of the Galaxy (Better than Iron Man 3 honestly)
-Space Pirate Captain Harlock (Not a bad animated film, just couldn't understand the story until right at the end)
-Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (The lift scene OMG haha)

All the movies were great, except for transformers. not much of a storyline there. Just one big explosive film. Literally. Everything just exploded.

I didn't catch all the easter eggs in Guardians of the Galaxy though...
I only caught:
-The dark elf
-The Chitauri soldier
-Howard the Duck (I don't know who that is but I'm assuming it's important)
-Cosmo the Dog (Ditto this guy)
-The celestial head Knowhere


Games I've played recently:
-Nothing yet. Still waiting on:
      - Destiny
      - COD Advanced Warfare
      - Halo Master chief collection

November's gonna be epic! HALO 2 REDUX!

Anyway, story of my life.
Peace.
]

End Transmission.







Mission Accomplished


Monday, May 12, 2014 Capt. Athan;
11:47 AM
Stardate 140511.12

Incoming transmission.....

[Hey. So, it's the 4th week of being in Year 3.Year 3. Still doesn't quite feel like it though. Time is moving veeerrryy quickly this past few months. Weeks pass by without my noticing. Everything feels like a blur. Soon it'll be graduation, then off to Boot Camp.

Honestly, I still have mixed feelings about entering Boot. On the one hand, I'm looking forward to the experience. Training and exercising and shit. Basically all the fun stuff. On the other, it'll mean that I have to decide my career. Navy or Army?

I didn't really notice it at first, but my life was full of Naval references. Movies, books and games, all talking about people in the Navy, or serving aboard ships, or just about ships in general. I guess I didn't really see an interest in it because I always remember that I get seasick. I hate the rocking motion of ships. Ever since my first trip to Club Med Bintan on the ferry, I've always felt queasy whenever I step onto a boat. But I'm willing to join the Navy because of the all the signs in my life. And if that is my destiny, then I look forward to it.

I guess I wanted to join the Army because of everything war movies and games taught me. You never leave anyone behind. Always protect the man next to you. Duty, Honor, Courage. It may not make sense to most people, but it does to me. I've bought into that life and I try to live according to those words, the best I can, everyday.

I guess I'll just make life-changing decisions when they come along. Which seems so close yet so far away. Guess my perception of time as linear is slowly fading away.

Still...
Feels weird to be known as a "Senior" now. Maybe the feeling will go away.

Or maybe,...

This is how it starts...
]

End Transmission.


Mission Accomplished


Wednesday, January 8, 2014 Capt. Athan;
11:07 PM
Stardate 140108.10

Incoming transmission.....

[Oh haii.

Well, it's finally 2014. 2014 and 2 weeks past so far. I gotta say I'm not feeling a mite different from 2013, or from 2012. But, a new year is a new year, so Happy New Year and all that. I know it's been awhile and well, the past few days were tiring. I mean I'm used to rushing assignments but you don't start briefings right before the year ends. That's not fair. At least let the year finish first before dumping the workload on us. That's my stand.

I gotta say it's nice to be using a laptop that is better than my old Toshiba M500. The Aftershock XG17 is an awesome piece of custom-made hardware and I can finally play games without hardware lag. It's definitely way better than the Satellite. I've been running games like Borderlands 2, Left 4 Dead 2 and it hasn't lagged once. Don't get me wrong, I still love the Satellite, but it's technically in it's retirement age now. I still keep it around. Been using it for, uh, "special purposes". Not gonna further elaborate on that.


Ok I gotta get something off my mind before I forget it.
I'm gonna try to be honest here so it might get a little...weird.

Last night, I had a dream where I was talking to my friend Clara. Well, she was talking to me. Anyway, I was approached by my, uh, you could say former "attraction", Debra. I can't remember much about what happened next but what I do remember was my talk with her while walking to HG mall. I said something like uh, "what you did to me was very traumatic for me." Then something else I can't remember, then she said, "I'm sorry, but..." then I couldn't remember the rest.

What's weird is that I still remember the event quite clearly. My greatest failure of all time. It was haunting me, and now it's still in my mind, but I don't feel it haunting any more. Am I recovering? Is that a good sign? I don't know. What I do know is that I've tried to forget that moment in my life and it keeps coming back. Something always reminds me of it. Reliving that entire moment is not a good feeling. But I guess what's past is past. I'm trying to move on, which I think is good. At least I hope I can get back to my old charming self.
But things will never be the same again.

Now, I'm trying to get back out there. "Taking in the sights", so to speak.
And...I guess I still have the girl on my mind. A girl, who, after my horrible first experience with asking a girl out, I am afraid to ask out. I'm afraid of what might happen again if she says no. I'm afraid because, to put it simply, I have no faith in myself. Not after what happened before. At least the last time, she was there to help me get through the initial shock. But this time, if I do ask, I'm afraid of what she might say. There's no one I can turn to if this falls through. And I don't think I'm strong enough to handle rejection again.

Do I? Should I?

That'll always be the question.
I need time. Time I don't have.

It's a new year indeed.

Peace.
]

End transmission.


Mission Accomplished


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