Welcome To Athens. Watch your step.

2011-12-31T17:02:00.003+08:00

Stardate 111231.5

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[Hey guys! Last post of 2011! Gonna be quite weird year waiting for me. 2012, I'm probably gonna enroll into Poly, make new friends, shit like that. Can't wait for March 6th though. Mass Effect 3 baby! Whoo!

Anyway, Christmas was boring (like that will change *sigh*), finished MW3, played spec ops, multiplayer, yadda yadda...
It's kinda boring lately. Don't know what else to say.

I got my results. Distinctions baby! Whoo! Managed to maintain my 4! So I have a shot at getting into Poly. Thing is, I don't really like the idea. I'm uncomfortable about making new friends. Don't get me wrong, I like new friends. I just don't like introducing myself over and over again. I hate introductions.

So I'm signing off for this year 'cos I don't know what else to say.
Peace y'all! And have a Merry christmas ('cos it's still within the 12 days of christmas)and a Happy 2012! I'll see you guys next year a'ight?
Peace!]

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2011-10-20T08:50:00.007+08:00

Stardate 111020.8

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[Hey guys. I know it's been awhile, but it has been a mostly uneventful couple of months. Anyway, I'd been feeling kinda down lately, thinking about my life, my family, friends, relationships and other philosophical shit. I realised that I was leading a boring life, uneventful and dull. I see the lives of others and I always compare them to my own.

My friends usually go clubbing, drinking and other wild shit. I can't say that I like the idea of ending up wasted and broke, but in principle, they lead more "fun" lives.
It's just that I don't like the alcohol and excessive dancing that clubbing usually means. I guess I've always been afraid of what clubbing would do to me; alcohol kills brain cells, leaving me stupid, and I don't want that to happen to me. In this modern society, you're gonna need brains and a little brawn to land a job, especially one like what I aspire to be.

I've been walking the line between good and evil recently, mostly leaning towards the good side. But I've come to realise that I can't walk anywhere at all. If I go good all the way, I get pushed around and bullied. If I cross over to the dark side, pardon the joke, everyone finds me acting like an asshole. And if i continue to stay on The Line, I get shit from both sides. I can't be neutral too. Everyone would just think I'm anti-social and ignore me (and I don't want that). So, where does that leave me? In the Twilight zone? Somewhere in a Purgatory-like state? I don't know.
But what I do know is that I CANNOT take anymore of this shit. All I do is give, give, give. When do I receive? When will it be my turn?

You know, some of you guys may think I'm weird that I'm putting so much emotional, mental stuff online, but imagine being me for awhile. Friends who don't give a damn about your feelings, family who you think will listen to your problems but really just ignore it, and not having a close enough friend to share your problems and feelings with. Imagine my life. FAMILY, that just listens to my problems and feelings and just give "preset" answers. I can't even tell them about personal problems. All they do is say, "Mm hmm. yeah. ok" and not give a shit. Sometimes I just wish that I have someone to listen to me, let me open up to them, and let them do whatever close friends do, instead of me doing all those things. Maybe that's why I use this blog to vent. It's like my own little friend, just that it doesn't respond to my posts. Wish it could.

One would say that I'm lonely, and they'd be right. What I need is a partner, someone who will keep me company no matter what, who'll always be there for me, who would never betray me. I need someone like that. I don't know what else to say. I'm feeling more down everyday. Happy moments come and go in a second. After that it's replaced by more depression. I hope that there's someone for me.

Game news
I've got Gears 3!! But it's so sad how Dom sacrifices himself to save Marcus. He truly is a Brother to the End.

Just watched the campaign trailer for Modern Warfare 3. Very. Cool. I am soooo understating it. The new weapons, the return of some old familiar ones, and one of the most epic stories ever written are all rolled into one game. Can't wait for its release!

Still no new news on HALO CE anniversary, HALO 4, or Mass Effect 3. Hopefully there will be more trailers and such for these games.

That's it for now. I'll try to update whenever I can.
Till then, PEACE!]

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2011-07-09T22:48:00.002+08:00

Stardate 110709.10

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[Hey y'all! Just got my results for the June 'xams. GPA 4 man!! That makes 3 in a row! A damned turkey (bowling term)! 1 more 4 and I will be extremely satisfied. It just proves that I,...am awesome!

AVA is getting boring. Don't get me wrong, I like AVA duty. They have their moments. Fun and exciting at times. But the other guys are treating it way too seriously, like it's a career choice. It's a freakin' CCA, not a career! I hope I can tolerate it for a few more months, and after that i'm graduating.

Onto the subject of games.
HALO CE HAS AN ANNIVERSARY!!! AND THERE'S A HALO 4!!!! WHOO!!! Halo fans all around the world should be glad to hear that The Chief lives! I, for one, am extremely excited and can't wait for the anniversary of Combat Evolved to come out this November 15!!

Modern Warfare 3 is also slated for this year, November 8th. It's so exciting. The story of MacTavish and Price has been a thrilling and suspenseful journey. Can't wait for it to hit the stores this November.

Mass Effect 3 release has been pushed back to next year's March 6th. The final installment of an awesome trilogy that began with Shepard finding the Prothean beacon on Eden Prime. I hope they don't delay it any further.

Gears Of war 3. Next Year. April, I believe. Final game of the series. I'm so getting the collector's edition.

Battlefield 3 slated for October 25 this year. I just hope it provides a sense of realism in the gameplay. The customisation option should be awesome!

Wow! So many 3's and so many finals.

If there are any more updates, I'll try my best to put it up ASAP.
Till then, PEACE!]

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2011-05-03T11:02:00.004+08:00

Stardate 110503.11

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[Hey y'all! Blogger is SUPER GLITCHY! Last night I tried to post the previous post but the publish button wasn't working. So I had to publish it like 10 minutes ago. So damn slow!

School work's getting harder everyday. I feel like I'm the only one who understands this shit! I keep getting called out to help the other classmates. Seriously, I'm streched to my limits! I would just have sat down and someone would call me to inspect their work. It's tiring.....

Well, I gotta go. I'm in class now. Writing this post while doing class work.
Peace!]

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2011-05-02T22:09:00.003+08:00

Stardate 110502.9

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[Hey y'all! Sorry for being so quiet, but nothing hardly ever happens anymore. It's so friggin' boring nowadays. Well, something recently happened or I wouldn't be here talking about it.

Firstly,
OSAMA BIN LADEN IS DEAD! Killed with a headshot (not sure about the authenticity of this piece of info)! US Navy SEALs (unsure about this too) attacked a compound thought to be the place where the terrorist chief was holed up in. Good job guys!

Secondly,
I just came back from Malacca. Holiday trip. FIRST GUESTS IN A JUST RECENTLY COMPLETED HOTEL!! The staff were excellant! 3 thumbs up Hotel CASA DEL RIO!

Thirdly,
I hope new games will be released for the 360 soon..... Whatever games I have are starting to get a little boring. I'm hoping to get Operation Flashpoint: Red River. I just wish that they would create more shooting games.

Need to go. I'll update whenever I can.
Peace!]

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2011-03-04T00:51:00.002+08:00

Stsrdate 110304.12

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[Yo! What up? 1st blog post of this year, 2011. Yeah, I know I haven't been posting stuff lately but you know, busy year ahead. What with all the tests and assignments, I wouldn't have had time to update my log so often.

But anyway, who cares right?

Black ops was awesome! Been playing my 360 any chance I get, which, I might add, is not so frequent. This year is probably gonna be an exciting year for me. I've got Bulletstorm, Crysis 2, Mass Effect 3, and maybe new Kinect games.

School's boring, but hey, gotta get my cert. My teach's an ass. A big HORSE'S ASS!
Doesn't know how to bend the rules, does everything BY the book, doesn't know how to handle unprepared situation,.....need I go on? It's a fuckin' waste of my time. My GPA's gonna drop, I'm sure of it.

Well, gotta go. It's 1 in the morning now. Got. Ta. Get. Some. Sleep.
Peace y'all!]

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2010-11-14T18:05:00.005+08:00

Stardate 101114.6

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[Hey y'all! Wass'up? I got a few things to say. Firstly, my birthday was only okay. I killed myself on the overhype days before. Secondly, BEFORE my birthday, I got myself a present; CALL OF DUTY: BLACK OPS!! WHHHHOOOO!!! I've finally got my copy of the game!

Next piece of extremely awesome news: IIIIIIII HHHHHHAAAAAAVVVVVEEEEE TTTTTHHHHHEEEE XXXXXBBBBOOOOOOOXXXX 33333366666000000 SSSSSSLLLLLLIIIIIMMMMMM!!!!!
It was a present from me MUM (although I think she doesn't regard it as one!).
So, photos of my special day and presents are up on FB. I am SO PSYCHED and I can't wait to fix it up!

Steppin' razor.
Peace.]

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2010-09-16T16:05:00.002+08:00

Stardate 100916.4

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[Hey y'all. I just have 1 piece of news to say, DDDDDUUUDDDDDDEEEEEEE!!!!! IIIIII HHHHHAAAAAAAVVVVVVVEEEEEE RRRRRRREEEEEEEAAAAAACCCCCCHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! And a copy of A Thousand Suns. RRRRRREEEEEEAAAACCCCCCCHHHHHH is with me. Right. Now. But sadly, it's not the legendary edition, it's the limited edition. But as long as I have the game, it doesn't REALLY matter. Listening to Linkin Park now. Songs are getting weirder by the minute. Not the usual Linkin park style. But hey, who really cares?

You cannot imagine how long the queue at Funan was; snaking its way out of Funan and onto the street, hundreds of people pouring in, lining up to get a copy of the game, it was chaos. But on the flipside, the event was AWESOME!! Guys dressed The Chief and The Rookie walking around, posing and taking photos with people. Damn man, I'm still hyped from the excitement that was 2 days ago! Can't think of what else to say, too much adrenaline pumping.

Steppin' razor.
Peace.]

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2010-08-22T02:19:00.004+08:00

Stardate 100822.2

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[Hey guys. I have big news. Halo Reach. In a few weeks. AAAAWWWWWEEEEESSSSOOOOMMMEEE........
But, turns out, the legendary edition for it is all snapped up. SCREW! Now what am I supposed to do? Luckily, my friend, who happens to be the shop owner, said he'd try to squeeze in one more order of the legendary edition. I seriously hope it's possible, and that NO ONE snaps it up!

Next piece of news.
I've been hooked on the TV series of Avatar: the last airbender. I find the idea of a person being able to manipulate all four elements and sub-elements so cool and awesome. It helps me in my personal training also. Watching Avatar has taught me some moves that I think is useful if I were to fight. Doubtful, but it can't hurt to pick up a few moves.

Lookin' foward to queueing up at FUNAN for REACH! The release is on a school day, but WHO CARES? I'm going there. I'm linin' up. And I'm gonna get my copy of Reach.
And no one's stopping me!

So, I'm out.
Steppin' razor.
Peace.]

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2010-08-01T18:54:00.004+08:00

Stardate 100801.6

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[Hey guys, been WAY too long since I posted anything. What can I say? It's been boring lately. Told you guys though, I'd post something if anything interesting happens.

Anyway, some updates for y'all.
-Mom's B'day's commin' up (whoo!)
-HALO:REACH. A month's time. HO** SH*T!!(WWWHHHHOOOO!!!!)
-National Day(aw man...)
-YOG holiday(whoo!)
-Star wars The force Unleashed 2 coming out I don't know when but it's this year

So, that's all folks!
Steppin' razor
Peace.]

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2010-06-07T23:11:00.004+08:00

Stardate 100607.11

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[Hi guys. Well, ain't got much to say. My emotions are too much for me to bear, I'm shy as hell to ask and above all else, I'm a very black sheep in the family. I SERIOUSLY don't know what to do anymore. My soul is tortured to the point whereby it considers the torture to be a natural feeling. Nobody will read my logs and understand what I'm going through. What can I say? I'm a deeply emotional guy.

Another piece of bad news. I spent my scholarship money on improving my life but I get reprimanded for it. I earned that scholarship through my hard work, workin' my ass off to study for exams that don't matter to me and I deserve my reward, deserve to use it as I wish. But I wasn't supposed to use it for things deemed "unnecessary, irrelevant," or "of no benefit" by my mum. Now she's pissed to the max and it's all my fault. But I don't think it is. I think my reasons are justified enough to let me use it as I please. Improving my quality of life so that I won't be stuck in a mundane life is what I hope to achieve. But not this result. Her being so pissed off at me for spending money irresponsibly, and me taking the heat for what I'm doing that no one else will do. If I'm dead, then this is my hell. One that I chose for myself. There's no redemption after my actions, and there's no way to save myself.

What do you expect from a person raised by thugg-ish friends, taught that being different is being unique, and when he acts differently, he receives punishment. And while people keep up with modern society, he is being held back because of the way he was brought up, who was raised like an outlaw, and how his childhood is so secluded that his present and future will never change.

This is my life. This is Athan.

My friends ask me, "why don't you get better technology to keep up with the modern world?" or "why don't you buy clothes that make you attractive?", or the best one,"why are you so anti-social?" IT'S BECAUSE OF HOW I WAS BROUGHT UP AS A KID!! I went to school with the toughest kids on the block, given defense techniques that works on animals, specifically kittens, and was expected to survive that prison. I LEARNT that to survive in a hostile environment, I'd have to blend in with the crowd. So I TAUGHT myself techniques, I BLENDED with my classmates, I LEARNT to live like they do. And you know what? IT HAS KEPT ME ALIVE! And instead of being branded as a wimp, I traveled head to head with them and they have not so much as picked on me. But now, my instincts that I grew up with have turned my friends against me. Seeing me as anti-social, no fun to be around with, and they made me feel like what they said was true. It's changing the way I see myself, warping my reality. It's turning me into a monster! And all because I was brought up with outlaws and dissidents.

Think about what I've said. Steppin' razor.
Peace.]

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2010-05-14T13:46:00.003+08:00

Stardate 100514.1

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[Hi guys. Been a'while since I posted anything. I just don't know what to do anymore. I used to have a direction, but lately, zip. I admit I have girl troubles, I don't deny it. And I also admit that I like Rachel, but I know it in my soul, or what's left of it, that she will NEVER return my feelings. At the most, we'll only have a "friends-friendship".

I just.....don't know what to do. I'm skimming through school as if the only thing to do there was to pass exams, I'm skimming throuh choir, and although being with the seniors is kinda fun, I'm just singing 'cos I have to. Even writing this has no meaning for me.

I am in need of desperate advice. Actually, counselling would be more like it. So far Max has been a really great help. Offering a listening ear to my problems, giving me advice etc. I'm really thankful he's back, or else I wouldn't know what to do without him.

Well, I've said what I wanted to say. So I'm steppin' razor.
Peace.]

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2010-04-06T23:15:00.003+08:00

Stardate 100406.11

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[Hey y'all. Gonna update me blog again. Remember a few posts back, I said I was attracted to totally unreachable girls, one of 'em being Debra? Well, another one would be miss Rachel M. I am seriously killing myself here. I don't know why I'm drawn to them. All I know about Rae is that she's a beautiful, inteligent, and strong girl. Maybe it's just hormones, or puberty, or something that I don't know what, but I find her VERY attractive. I know I'm committing suicide by saying this, but damned if I don't, damned if I do. This is my blog and I will decide what to post and what not to.

I was reviewing my memories and everytime a memory about Debra came up, Rachel is always in it. Like that time, I was damned depressed after my 1st EVER rejection. She helped me through the difficult time and I sort of relied on her and Daryl to support me.

I noticed her for quite some time now, after the DEBRA incident. Everytime I see her face, I would take a mental picture and review it over and over again. This year, during alumni choir practices, there was a time when we were told to shuffle our positions so that we wouldn't be standing with any of our own sections. My heart rate accelerated when Rachel stood beside me. I was like," oh damn! Here comes Rachel. Focus on the song! Focus on the song! Stop getting so distracted!" But I was distracted, because I remember singing incorrectly because I was so conscious of trying not to sing wrongly beside her and therefore messing the whole song up.

Anyway, enough about Rachel. She's an impossible person for me. Only Aloysius, Max, or Daryl has the qualities that suited Rachel. Aloysius and Max has the ability to make her laugh. Daryl is close to her, because they were an item before. Aloysius is also close to her, because he hangs out with her and does stuff with her that only I can dream of doing.

Well, 'nuff said. The above post is just a look into my emotional state.
Peace.]

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2010-02-28T22:39:00.003+08:00

Stardate 100228.10

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[Hey yo! This post is gonna be a damn short one. I'll just get to the point. 25 years ago, Quincy jones gathered an amazing group of artists and musicians to create "We are the world", written by the late Michael Jackson and Lionel Richie. The song gave great help to the people in Africa that year. Now, 25 years later, a new version of the song is composed to help the people in Haiti. The Haitians suffered an earthquake that destroyed most of the capital city. The song is one of the most addictive songs I have heard this year. It features a new contemporary beat with electric guitars, rap sections, and an all-star cast that includes jamie foxx, Pink, fergie, Will.I.AM and many others. So, don't take it from me. Go watch it. It is the song of the month for me.

Peace.]

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2010-02-08T21:55:00.008+08:00

Stardate 100208.9

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[Hi all. I've done a few things over the weekend and I thought I should share about them here. First of all, I LEARNT TO DRIVE A SEGWAY!! How cool is that? In case you don't know what it is, a segway is a vehicle with 2 wheels, a handlebar and you have to stand up to ride it. To make it move in the direction you want to go, the sensor pads which your feet are stepping on must have a cerain pressure to turn. Also, you have to lean in the direction you want to go to add that pressure. Anyway, fun as it was, I couldn't afford to buy one. Each unit costs about 4000 SGD and another 2000 SGD to maintain. Freaking expensive, but greener than the crap we drive.

Next, I LEARNT BASIC DRIVING SKILLS!! OMG!! I know how to drive a damn car!! I'm underaged and I can drive!! So awesome! I learnt how to drive through the internet. How to handle an automobile, what to do in an emergency, that sort of thing. Of course, I haven't driven....yet. It would be a violation of the law to drive at my age, but still, IT'S FREAKING AWESOME!! To be able to drive is the best thing that ever happened to me, other than my birth of course. Next thing you know, I'll be buying a car even before I reach 18! One can only hope.

Now, on to the usual stuff. Some of you may wonder why I chose the name AnG3l 0f DeAth, and now Archangel. Well, I don't want to go to hell, even if I said I wanted to. It's just that, the angel of death character is given the authority to end a person's life and to ferry souls of the departed to the next world, and seeing that if I was the angel himself, I could try to stop the people I hold dear from dying too soon. I wouldn't know if I could do that because I am not him. That and the fact that if I DID do that, it would seriously mess with the natural balance of life.
Why I chose Archangel is a different matter. Archangels are the authority of heaven and earth. Somewhat like policemen. But to be an archangel, one must rise above the ranks of an ordinary angel with all the virtues and characteristics of an archangel.
I chose the name archangel because that is what I aspire to be. Above the ranks of normal angels.

Now, game updates.
.Mass effect 2 is uber fun, albeit a little trickier to control. The controls are 90% the same from ME1, with just a few changes. All in all, 10/10! Good job Bioware!

.Bioshock 2 is coming out this week or early next week. For horror fans, I strongly recommend this game. Go check out the details if you'd like.

.Halo: REACH. This fall. Gonna be one hell of a game.

So that's it. Remember, don't fight, keep tight and stay frosty.

Peace.]

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2010-02-03T11:03:00.003+08:00

Stardate 100203.10

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[Hey guys. I'm at ITE simei now, using my e-biz computer to do this. I'm feeling damned depressed right now, because I just found out that debra wants to be a mum, and she's excited about that prospect. Seeing that I will NEVER be debra's BF, let alone husband, I have a sense of deep regret and sadness. I am not good at finding opposites. And I probably never will.

That thought scares me the most. To live a life of solitude is something that I don't want. Just the other day, I saw a couple walking around the mall. The guy was wearing the army uniform and the girl was in civilian clothes. That was how I pictured myself. But I doubt that dream will come true for me

Lord, I know that I have been disrespecting you for the past 15 years or so. But please don't do this to me. It's painful enough that I can't get together with her. Punish me all you want, but not like this. I know this message I'm sending you is too much to ask from someone who doesn't have the faith of a normal catholic, but I ask you to help me cope with the pain. Amen.

As all of you may or may not know, I like a few totally unreachable girls, one of 'em being debra. I.......don't know what else to say.

So, i'm bouncin' out]

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2010-01-24T00:34:00.003+08:00

Stardate 100124.12

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[Good morning guys. I say morning because I'm literally up at 12.35 am sunday morning to write this. Anyway, it's the new year. The big 1-0. Life sucks big time for me. Well, I'll be brief.
I got screwed for N levels which means tada! I'm in ITE! As if that weren't bad enough, I wanted and asked for a transfer out of AMK campus to SIMEI, the largest muthafuckin' campus in S'pore.
But they put me on hold for so damned long that I made friends at AMK. So I was secretly hoping that they would reject my application to simei and let me stay, but nooooo. Had to approve my transfer at the last minute. The section head at simei called me down for an interview and I was thinking," what the hell?! You wait until I made friends at AMK then you approve my transfer? Fuck you man!" But it was too late. I couldn't withdraw my application to simei and I'm stuck there for 2 years.

Enough ranting. I haven't blogged in forever because of this damned thing. The whole system is just fucked up. And for you people who don't like expletives, I have just 3words for 'ya. TOO FUCKIN' BAD!! People should not be afraid of expletives, they're just words. It's the meaning that counts. And right now, expletives are the only words that can describe my thoughts and feelings.

Gamers, listen up. Here's the lowdown of upcoming games.
Mass effect 2-(26/27 jan. Either the release is on the 26th or 7th)
Bioshock 2: sea of dreams-(10th feb)
Halo: REACH-(TBA/to be advised)

I really hope I can cope well with not knowing people in simei. It sucks not talking to anyone for the 1st 3 weeks.
Well, I guess that's it. See you soon, I hope.
Bouncin' out.

ps. ryan, quit whining. It won't help to post anything new on my blog.
pps. I am no more known as Angel.
I'm now Archangel.]

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2009-11-18T23:37:00.002+08:00

Stardate 91118.11

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[Hey guys. As you all may or may not know, I had the most boring of all birthdays. I'll be brief. First, I woke up and no one wished me a happy birthday. Then, I had to "voluntarily" help in my mom's K2 graduation prep by being a roadie. And I wasn't even paid. Screw. Then, I went to meet clarachel at Compass point to celebrate. No offence CRLSY, but it was one of the most boring things that I have ever done, although I did like the gesture. But what the hell was the 'part 1, part 2' thing for?

Anyway, my uncle had no money to buy CoDMW2 for me so I had to take drastic measures: I bought MY OWN present with MY OWN MONEY. Some might say that it's lame, but try this, NO ONE will buy you ANYTHING for your BIRTHDAY. See how you like it.

But I got it. It is THE BEST present I have so far. And I made adam jealous. Haha.

Moving on. The job thing is trey screwed. Not only did mcdonald's not call, but it seems like they don't need more employees to work, althugh they need people to work during both hols and school days. If I were manager, I would take all the help I can get, but that's just me.

Please! If ANYONE (as in my friends) has a job offer, PLEASE tell me about it! I URGENTLY need the money!!

Bouncin' out]

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2009-11-10T00:00:00.001+08:00

Dear Athan,
It's finally 10th November, your birthday.
I remember two years ago, when we celebrated your birthday at Cafe Cartel with my mom and Shannon. Time flies, and now you're turning sixteen.

I also remember how I first knew you in Sec 1, and we were going to KL with the choir, and we talked on the journey there. Neither of us knew that that was the start of our friendship. I told you a lot of silly stuff then, and now I still laugh when I occasionally recall those good memories.

Then there was Sing Out 2006, SYF 2007, Sing Out 2007, Sing Out 2008, Korea 2008 and SYF 2009.. These are all experiences that money cannot buy. And I'm really glad for all these experiences that we have shared as one HIHS Choir.

Remember in Sec 2, one day before Sing Out, that you cried? Although I occasionally mentioned it, I never told you that you scared me stiff, did I? That day was really scary for me, and I will remember it forever.

And there are times when I lost my temper at you, sometimes because you did something, other times because you did not do anything. You were just so silly it irritated me, but I forgave you in the end. I know you just want to make the people around you happy, but never do it to the extent that you make yourself unhappy, alright?

So I made a short video, with all your photos that I have. It's not a materialistic present, but I hope you will treasure it forever, as our friendship lasts through the years. Despite all the silly things you do, you will be my friend forever.

Thank you also, for always tolerating my nonsense. I know sometimes I can be like a baby throwing tantrums, but you will still put up with it. Thank you so, so much for everything.

Love,
siying

2009-11-06T20:34:00.002+08:00

Stardate 91106.8

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[Hey y'all! What's crackin' l'il bitches? Ok so, I know I haven't said shiet in like forever, but now i am, so quit whining you mike foxtrots! First things first. I owe a shit load of people an ass-load of money. I ain't talkin' about 10 or 20 bucks. I'm talking HUGE! Like HUNDREDS! So basically, I'm fucked up. I came up with this great plan to get a job to try to repay it all, but guess what? NTUC BLEW ME OFF!! FUCK!! At first when I went there to submit my application, they told me that the manager was not in because he was sick or some shiet like that and they said that they would call. IT'S BEEN 2 FUCKIN' LONG WEEKS AND I HAVEN'T HAD A SINGLE CALL!!! FUCK IT!!! And time is running out. So I have to bring myself down to the lowest of all jobs: McDonald's.

I don't want to work there because I know I'm gonna have to put up with seeing my friends everyday. But now, whoo, I don't give a damn anymore. Let my friends be damned.

So now, on to my good news. Birthday's commin' up, but I WILL NOT have ANY presents, AT ALL. And I soooo want the Call Of Duty 6 Modern Warfare 2 Prestige Edition. NIGHT VISION GOGGLES!! OMG! But I may not get it. Damn.

So, in short, FUBAR.

Bouncin' out.]

2009-10-16T12:14:00.004+08:00

Stardate 91016.12

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[HELLOOOOOOO people of Athens! I've got awesome news, bad news and worst news. The awesome news is that 'N' levels are done! Which means I am TOTALLY not going back to school. It's actually been quite some time since my 'N's ended, but I wanted to enjoy the well-deserved holidays I have so purposely been deprived off. This brings us to the bad news. Seems that nowadays people are so money-faced that they can't wait for me to pay them back. Some, in particular, have been hounding me about it. Harp, harp, harp. Never ending harps. Its like a pack of dogs barking up a tree that a cat is sleeping on. Don'chyou guys ever stop? Come on, I WILL pay you back, just not the whole thing at once. If you tell me that you can pay someone back the FULL amount in that moment in time then I think you are just plain whacked. Either that or money is nothing to you. Which means you are damn rich. In which case, give me a quarter mil and I'll stop bothering you.

Now for the worst news. (sigh). You people harp at me so much that now I can't relax and spend my holidays relaxing. You all have pushed me to the point where I MUST work in order to pay you all back. Not only that, ALL my holiday activities (overseas trip with my family, singout attendance, Christmas celebrations, MY BIRTHDAY) had to be cancelled. And I already said in my previous post, whoever messes with my birthday plans is going to have their death coinciding with my birthday.

Ugh. I hate this. That's why now I stay up past 3am to do what I want to do in the morning but had no time to. I even stayed up till sunrise to finish what I wanted to do the day before. Now I have a natural eye shadow and liner. And my parents are always scolding me because I use the XBOX or comp until damn late and that requires a lot of electricity which increases the standing bill.

Go contemplate my words you sorry sons of bitches. I hope you have a nice day in hell.]

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2009-10-01T21:59:00.002+08:00

Stardte 91001.9

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[Hey guys, nothing much to say, so I'll just give you guys an update. Oh, and by the way, I pissed sofia off. Yeah, no fun. Apparently, she doesn't like it when she disturbs someone and they fight back. My advice: don't push someone if you don't want to be pushed back. Anyway, back to the updates. I recently just felt the shockwave of a 7.6 Sumatran earthquake. Damn awesome feeling. It lasted around 6-10 seconds, longest I've ever felt. Alright so that's that.

General updates and info for all you athancore readers.
.I have played Halo 3:ODST and it is THE best game I have played so far. Period. Go buy it and find out. Oh, and you MUST have a 360 or you can't play it. Or if you want a demo of it, tell me and I'll try to arrange a live demo. Seriously, TRY IT!!

.I finished ODST in ONE NIGHT! I am so not kidding! It was just too awesome to stop.

.'N' levels are next week, starting from monday right up till friday, so I am shit-deep in work. (FUBAR. Totally and unbelievingly FUBAR)

.In case some of you don't know, my b'day's coming up and you can help contribute to my "Athan's birthday present" fund. I don't joke when it comes to my birthday. I get lesser and lesser presents with every birthday I celebrate. So, if you are kind enough, please donate to my cause. Thank you. If anyone makes a fuckin' stupid comment about my birthday, I swear I'll find you and make you cough out the money. Especially when it is my 16th. Anybody who wants to fuck up my birthday will have to face me. So, if you want your physical appearance to be rearranged, go ahead, make a stupid comment about my birthday.

.And finally, I guess this is MY blog so anyone who reads it MUST respect my privacy and reputation. I actually had a short, SHORT attraction towards Sofia. I don't know why I am so in need of a girlfriend. I guess it's because practically every guy I've seen has a girlfriend and they always make me feel like I don't belong in the world, which I am starting to feel. Anyway, unecessary and irrelevant. GFs don't help me pass my "eh" levels. But still, I would give anything to know what it's like to have a girlfiend, even for a short while, like say a day or so. But i'm not the type that's very "chin chye". I have to evaluate the girl first, weirdly calculate in my mind if she's compatible. I say weirdly because what and how I calculate is a very strange thing. Like if the girl increases my ability to be more kind and caring, responsible and observant, this sort of thing. It's just very complicated.

Anyway I've said whatever I want to say. So that's it

Oh,
PS. to siying, your pros and cons are balanced. You are smart(Duh, like who doesn't know that?), understanding and somewhat patient. But, you are also a tad bit arrogant, your sensitivity is on over-fuckin'-drive 24/7, and when you get jealous, you like to totally ignore any person(not your parents of course.) Chillax more. Go out and have fun. And it seriously is because of me that your friendships are breaking up. I will no longer be held responsible for being a wrench in your friendship engine. From now on, we are on purely social terms, nothing more.

Bouncin' out]

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2009-09-16T21:11:00.002+08:00

Stardate 90916.9

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[Well, it has been awhile since I posted anything, but I have a reason. Refer to my last. I was mentally, emotionally, and physically unstable. FUBAR on the outside, dead on the flipside. In case you were wondering, FUBAR means Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition, hence, FUBAR. Never mind if you don't get it, it's a military term. Anyway, I spent the last couple of days rebooting my 'systems', unscrambling and re-assorting my neural pathways (my mind in other words), and trying to rebuild the former screw up of myself.

I tried and failed so I went back to trying to get myself hurt again, but "someone" doesn't want me to. So I decided to not be physically hurt, but in every other way. So I started to try my luck on someone else. It's like jackpot; you win some, you lose some. And I tried, and tried, and tried. But in the end, we could get along, but it didn't happen. Because she loves a korean guy thats miles away and she knows it's impossible, but she hangs on to it. So, basically, I'm done. There's nothing left for me in this world, but to move on to the next.

Ok since I was not here these past few days, I will update you homies on current shite.
.Siying recently had her still-born birthday. So, happy birthday.(From certain rumors, it has been said that she almost cried when she saw my present. Almost)
.6 days to ODST release. (I'm so psyched!!)
.A new pizza hut is planning to open in hougang mall.(Finally! After all these years!)
.My awesomest day is comming up! Cosequently the release of Modern Warfare 2.(16 babeh! Woohoo!)
.Not so recently, I'm attracted to weird, out-of-my-league girls.(Who doesn't know that, honestly?)
.Sofia's a newcomer in my social circle.(Welcome to my inner circumference.)
.Adam is stressed out by Batman Arkham Asylum. They either have no stock for him or he wants a lower price.(Damn it adam! If you weren't so damn fickle minded, you would've already gotten your game.)
.And lastly, Choir sucked big time.(Come on sec 3s. We've trained you guys enough. Please don't piss away the time you've had with us. I know as your senior I'm supposed to teach you how to properly pull the weight of the choir, but as your friend I understand and sympathise with you.)

Come on sec 3s. Don't tell me all the screaming was wasted and the sec 4s got sore throats for nuts. We care about you guys and the well-being of the choir. Ryan told me once that you guys are more 'bonded' with each other than before. But ask yourselves this,"is being more bonded helping our singing?" Although being bonded is good, you guys must stay strong and support the choir. Don't ever falter. If you do, pick yourselves up and continue on. The rest of the choir is dependant on you as seniors to lead them and you MUST NOT let them down. I learnt this the hard way training you guys for SYF. It hurts the sec 4s to see that what we did wasn't good enough to retain a gold. And to see you guys pissing ms yee off is no good thing. I heard she walked out during practice today. If you can make her do that, what's to stop her from leaving the choir permanently?

Louis, Brian, Mczie, Gabriel, Marcus, and Ryan. Come on lah. Don't do this to the boys. I know that being the sole responsibility for the whole of the boys is too much to handle. But look at me, Daryl, and Aloy. Did we quit on you? We gave you our very best, passed on whatever knowledge that we had since we were sec 1. I don't know about the other sections, but you as my baritone boys are supposed to be supporting the choir, not dragging them down.

As for the new discplinarian, I can only offer advice from my experiences in choir.
1. Never argue with the EXCO.
2. Follow instructions given by teachers, ms yee or leaders that have a higher rank than you.
3. Do your job. Don't add to the chaos. (I only did this during sec 4. Don't follow me.)

You know, being more united does not necessarily mean you'll get success. If being too bonded is prventing you from reaching your goal, break apart. Not really nice words to hear but getting what you are aiming for requires sacrifice.

You know, during SYF training, I had hoped for at least a low gold, but I already knew it was either a silver or bronze. Even though I knew we couldn't make it, I still pushed the boys to train harder. Some of you already started hating us sec 4s, but we didn't care. We sacrificed our time, effort and patience with you all. D'you know that during the SYF training, the sec 4's exam marks were extremely low? That's how much the choir means to us. We still managed to pull through, but we couldn't have gotten the gold.

Anyway, please take good care of the choir for us. We will come back and visit whenever we are free. Right now is exams and revisions all the way, so naturally no time. But we will pop by every now and then to check up on you guys. Singing is a gift, not a talent. Don't waste it by "bonding" too much with the choir.
That's all I have to say.

Bouncin' out]

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2009-09-02T19:47:00.001+08:00

Stardate 90902.7

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[For those people that are EXTREMELY sensitive to coarse language, please, I advise you not to read these next few paragraphs. *Warning. Content rated for mature audiences only. Viewer discretion is advised.*

Firstly,
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME!? I just received info from cow that Debra was going out with masheyr. I don't blame her for who she chooses to be with, but I'm asking myself,"what the hell did I do wrong? Was I overdoing it? Am I not good enough for her? WHAT? WHAT MAKES ME SO GODDAMN IMPERFECT?" I know it's blasphemy, and I know I'll probably go to hell for that, but WHY?

I can change. I tried changing my attitude for her, but it wasn't good enough. It was NO WHERE NEAR good enough. I feel as terrible as the day she rejected me. I just haven't had the experience of actually liking someone that also likes me back, and I don't have the experience of trying to get other girls to like me. I never did. There are wrong sorts of girls who wanted to date me for the sake of it, to show off that they have a boyfriend to their friends, to gain popularity. But I do it because I want to find happiness, someone to share my interests with me, to support me in whatever I do, and in turn I would do the same for her.

I thought debra would be that girl, but no. I can't think straight anymore. She made her choice. The world moves on, with or without me.

I feel cold. Empty inside. My soul turns to ash. Nothing left to use. The fire of my spirit has died. My world left in flames. There's nothing I can do, but to walk on, walk on and never look back.

But no. I just can't do it. Why'd she have to be so perfect to me? Why'd she have to sway me away from being a demon? I thought she would wait for me, but it was all a dream. A horrible prison to keep me from seeing the truth, which is why I am so deluded.

I'm useless, insignificant, irrelevant, illogical, and most of all, wasted.
I hate myself for that. I want to do what I should have done on this year's valentine's.
I can't save myself, no no no oh oh. I can't SAVE MY...SELF!

She was my dream, my ambition, my very heart and soul. Without her I'm completely lost and wouldn't know where to go. And now she's truly gone, my heart is wracked with grief. Seeing her with someone else, makes me go insane. I'm gonna rip my heart out, and wa...tch it all... end! I'm gona wa....tch it all end! I'm gonna WA......TCH IT ALL E....ND!!

There's nothing left for me.. now, I'm hollow once again. I just watched my heart get burned and turned into ash. There's nothin' left for me to do, but to simply. Lie. In. PA...................................IN!!! so I'll close my eyes. and gently fade. away....]

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2009-08-28T23:10:00.002+08:00

Stardate 90828.11

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[Today was a bummer. I have already predicted that I would either go to ITE or drop out of school. I hate maths. I can't pass it. LSB said that we(the sec 4 normal acad) are the first batch of lab rats to test MOE's new syllabus. SCREW MOE!!!! Must pass english and maths + 3 other subjects and must get 19 points or below. SCREW!! Never mind. Personal rantage.

Anyway, after school, waited for cow like, 11 centuries before she(that's right boys and girls, it's a SHE!) came out. We, sorry, ahem, I walked to HG mall while she trotted behind me. When she was talking to me, all I heard was "moo, moomoo, moo, moo moo" so naturally I did not know what she was saying.

We went window shopping. And I know cows don't window sh..., heck, they don't even shop!
But this one does. Weird animal. Anyway, I wanted to ask her to show me the pair of headphones she so impatiently wanted, so I decided to surprise her on her birthday. I know what you're thinkin'. Cows don't need headphones, but then again, she's not an ORDINARY cow. So we dropped by Challenger. She pointed out the pair of heads' to me and I was prepared to say "ok let's go" with the intention of buying them for her birthday, but then she broke the fun by saying her INnies are banding together to get them for her. So, plan spoilt, might as well tell her. My whole point of giving her something beyond my fiancial reach is to make her feel guilty for giving me a damn MUSHROOM for my sec 2 b'day.

So in the end, I still managed to get her to be guilty at the expense of my emotions. Sad, sad moments.

Btw, some quotes I used for today:
."but then..."
."I wanted to buy them to surprise you. But then......"
." Your Inners are bitching in to buy your present?"

And the list goes on, and on, and on.

So hang on to your entrails folks! And have a pleasant day at PISS ASS theme park!!

bouncin' out]

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2009-08-26T19:20:00.000+08:00

Stardate 90826.7

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[Hey guys. I don't even know where to begin. I suppose this mornin'll do. Ok, after assembly, we had CI.(class interaction for all those dumb enough to "interact"). During which, ITE sent us nice little presents. Then someone said that ITE was cursing us to go there. I said "they're expecting us". And some people (only sam and amanda) laughed. Then LSB, took us for chem. I passed my double science because of chem. 1 bloody mark made my double even. Physics was 24 and chem was 26. Very shitty, but no choice. AT LEAST I passed. But it still makes no difference because my maths is flushed, wiped, and flushed somemore.

Then after school, I went to look for cow and I found her sitting, (Yeah, I know. But this cow actually DOES sit!), with Sarah and Sofia. Sofia asked me if they could "crash our plans"? but i said i wasn't aware we had plans. So they tagged along. We went to the HG mrt and took it to Outram park. Bloody long ride. On the way, cow neglected her friends for awhile to moo to me and then they got fed up. The trip was ssssoooooo bloody long, that I got bored on the way and plugged in my Tunes. Started listening to A7X, not much to listen to anyway. We traveled from Outram to Bedok to find the Black-Tech shop.

We stopped at Mac's for some grub before continuing. That's when I got to know Sarah and Sofia. Sarah's favorite word is "FUCK!". I had a very wrong impression about her. I thought she was "good girl" material, but nnnooo. She just loves to say it. I commented that she should join the US army and fight in Iraq. She'd make a kick-ass Sergeant. I salute you ma'am!

Sofia was alright, I guess. I've seen her in action. I know what she's like, what she's made of. I think she's a tad nicer than Sarah, but that's just me. Both Ss started talking about "stuff". Perverted "stuff". They were talking about dick size, whether HQ had a small or XXS or XXXXXXXS one, but they couldn't say: HQ's is blocked by his continuously expanding frontal bulge.

Anyway, long story short, we went to Black-Tech, I got what I wanted, and we bugged out. We got on the train and headed home. Sarah got off first, then cow. Sofia and I had a very long and nice chat about SOMEONE. Ahem. It started when she bumped her head on the wall. Then she asked me questions about stuff in my life and after that we chatted casually.

We parted ways in HG mall:she went home, I went to look for Adam's arkham asylum. Not out yet, that much I know. But he's still anxious for its release. Now I'm sittin' at home, thinkin' 'bout what Sofia said, wondering if it made sense to me, and stuff. Guess that's about it.
Bouncin' out]

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2009-08-19T12:16:00.002+08:00

Stardate 90819.12

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[Hey guys. Blogger's been acting up again. Day before yesterday i tried to do a new post but it wasn't autosaved. Went to another webpage for a bit and the next thing i knew, my ENTIRE post was gone! 2 bloody hours of typing and gone within 30 seconds. Shite like this always happens to me, and I just can't understand why.

Alright, 'nuff of this. Yeah, I've been meaning to say. This is in response to a certain FARM animal. Unlike other people's blogs, MINE is about interesting things that happens to me. So don't say I don't update my blog. It's just that nothing interesting happened to me recently.

I recommend going to watch G.I JOE because it's just pure awesomeness. Even my mom was impressed, and she doesn't get impressed that easily. And I DO want to watch up, but lately I've got no time. My xbox is also collecting dust. I tried cleaning it 2 weeks ago and it still is dusty. My games are also getting pretty boring. I keep winning, which is like, no fun. I can't download online games because my parents don't want unnecessary usage of memory space on my lapp. Stressing on the "MY LAPP".

Ok, now for the bloody 2nd time, I'm giving you guys updates on current events:
.Hougang mall has its own Subway.(wow.. ugh. whatever)
.G3 the game shop closed down and is now replaced by some crappy boutique.(Damn)
.Cafe cartel is also closed for unkown reasons.(probably not enough patrons)
.A new game shop opened beside popular.(and they sell 2nd hand games. woohoo!)
.I'm going to ITE, most probably. (it would take a miracle for me to pass my "NO" levels)
.Black-technology is STILL the best shop to buy toy guns and accessories(BT RULES!!)
.34 days to HALO 3 :ODST (WWAAHHOO!!)
.83 more days to my B-day, consequently the release date of COD6:modern warfare 2(WWAAHHOO!!)
.and finally, ART has a paper 2 I did not know about. (DAMN)

I guess when you get older, time has no meaning in your life anymore. I barely noticed that the year had gone by damn quick. It's gonna end soon, I guess. A few more weeks and bam! we'll be counting down to next year, which is the big 1-0.
Anyway, just like to wish all sec 4s good luck for the Ns and Os commin' up.(myself included) It's been a great ride with you guys. I shall now raise my theoretical glass of coke and say, " To the journey. May we remember it always."

Bouncin' out]

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2009-07-23T17:29:00.003+08:00

Stardate 90723.5

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[Hey guys. I know i haven't been posting anything for awhile, but I was busy with N level shite. let me give you a low down.

Over the past few weeks i've been extremely busy. Art, and SOLELY Art.
Damn N level course work.
Then there's chemistry afternoon lessons every monday.
When I come home, I barely have the energy to walk, much less type.
Alright. Enough bad stuff.

Now onto today.
Played some softball, but actually it's baseball. Best day ever in this week.
No maths, no double science, no elective. But there's art, and english(not so bad), and chineseium. I've also completed my coursework too. So i've got to just touch up.
Oh yes......... I CAN FINALLY LIVE AGAIN!!!!!!

Now back to the bad stuff. I don't know why, but blogger just acted up on me.
I didn't blog for a few weeks and everything gets changed. For example, THE DAMN WORDS ARE TOO DAMN SMALL!! I can't change the font size anymore. Ditto the color. Damn!
On the 'new post' page, there's no text box anymore. Just a crap shite thing that says preview. I mean like what the hell!?
Anyway, add these up: no font size, no color, no text box, me being pissed=?
Go figure.]

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2009-07-10T18:09:00.007+08:00

Stardate 90710.6

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[Today I became insane(even more than I usually am). Its quite refreshing. To let out all pent up emotions in the form of retardedness. Dang! I can almost bang my head on the wall.
Ganesan didn't come today, so mr low practically spoilt the lesson. Shite. And I was getting used to having her around. She teaches damn quick. Ownes mr low. She needs 30 minutes to teach what mr low took 2 DAYS!! He needs a refresher in teaching.
Anyway, uneventful today. Barry laughing his ass off( kinda of a usual thing everyday now), me going crazy, discipline cases, shit like that.
I wish I had physical augmentations implanted in my body so I can run, jump,climb,and generally perform better in physical activities.
Tomorrow I'm going out with emily. Gonna EXTREMELY hate it. I haven't spoken to her in like months, and I don't plan to.
Anime this, cosplay that. Annoying much?
Awright, gotta go. Must wallow in self-pity and regret. Been doing this everyday since
friday Feb 13. I made THE BIGGEST screw up in my entire current life.
I told myself," just get to know her better first. The asking can wait."
But nooo. Had to ask and tell her 1 day before valentine's.
Le mofo. After that day, I started listening to A7X songs to drown out my sorrow.
Wanted to really become an angel of death too ( Daryl and Rachel, you Know what i mean). But 2 angels known as christopher and rae set my thoughts straight. I just wanted to thank you guys for stopping me. I would be watching your lives unfold in the afterlife right now if it weren't for you. Thank you once again.
That was the only time we got to REALLY talk. Miss the times.

Bouncin' out.]
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2009-07-04T16:01:00.008+08:00

Stardate 90704.4

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[Damn. It's been awhile( a couple of days actually ), but i finally thought of something to post. Lets's see. Well, thursday was awesome. After school, went to black-tech shop to buy my M4 carbine. Shite, i didn't know it was that short. Well, not THAT short, but shorter than what i expected. Anyway, i went there and paused to look at the stocks and supplies there. To quote kung fu panda," it was so awesome, that it's enemies would go blind by it's sheer awesomeness". I haven't been there in awhile and the whole place changed. Anyway, didn't really get a lasting image because me' father wanted me to hurry up. Damn.

I'm gonna go there next week to get myself another weapon. When i've got enough guns (which i won't), my room is gonna become an 'armory' of sorts. I just love the sound of that word. Mmmm.... awesome. When my dream armory is done, it's gonna be indescribable. Awesome doesn't even begin describe it. Well, i've said all i wanted to say.

Bouncin' out.]

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2009-06-30T17:46:00.008+08:00

Stardate 90630.5

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[Today and yesterday. 1st and 2nd day of school. Bummer. Holiday homework not completed. School's always a drag. No complaints about that. Everyone agree with me? Yeah? I want holidays to come back again. Stupid government. No one week holiday extension. Boo to you, government. BOO. TO. YOU.]

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2009-06-28T22:10:00.005+08:00

Stardate 90628.10

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[Today is the last day of the school holidays.I can't say it was fun. Not being able to go to places I like or do things I want. And the government(*uh*), without considering the amount of votes on the subject, has decided to reopen schools as scheduled.

To think the government won't take the time to check the online votes first before reopening schools, just pisses me off. What kind of government decides what's best for its ''future'' without taking their feelings about the subject into account?

Adults especially. Please, let us teens relax for once!

What the hell. You guys are adding SERIOUSLY too much pressure on today's youth.

Not ONE day goes by where someone goes back to school for extra lessons.

I mean, seriously. What good is a holiday if you get to relax only for a few days?

Might as well not close the school. Make the school a 24 hour thing. Then you'll realise how important it is to have a month-long holiday.

Friends, teens, youth who are reading this, you know i'm right. Think about what i've said.

Cherish every moment, and they'll live on forever.

Bouncin' out]

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2009-06-27T14:30:00.005+08:00

Stardate 90626.2

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[Today I went to The Barn( aka siying's house), and i'm still here.
Very bored. Nothing to do all day, just laze around and rot to death.
BOREDOM SUCKS! I wish school would forever end, not see Mr low's face.
So kao bei is he. Been trying to keep busy at home by modding my starship replicas.
Below are a couple of examples:

This USS ENTERPRISE was given to me by siying aka the cow.
I love star trek. So what's new?
JJ abrams rock!
'Nuff said.]

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2009-06-24T20:45:00.006+08:00

Stardate 90642.8
Found this video on youtube about the upcoming game HALO 3 ODST. Enjoy!

I so love this video. A few months and HALO 3 ODST is released! Thank you bungie

2009-06-24T18:55:00.003+08:00

Stardate 90624.7

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[Finally. After so long, I have a blog. Personal achievement. There are a few people i would like to thank;
1st : Me. For unknown reasons far beyond mortal comprehension.
2nd : Siying. For helping me get my blog's skin and tag board plus playlists and for removing the navbar.
3rd : Ryan. For at least TRYING to help me in the wee, WEE hours in the morning.]